Poems from"Misses Unknown" - UN12

Things I never said.

Never said I appreciate you.

Never said you were great.

Never said you were more than just a friend.

All the time I had with you I always had bad words on the tip of my tongue and the end of my fingers.

You were progressing into the man I dreamed of, the man I created screen-shots of events in my head whilst I sat and waited for the 33z on my way to school.

You were - damm I said “were“ like it only just hit me that you’re just a mere memory not reality.

The casing of your spirit is nothing more than lifeless cardboard - you’re gone!

Gone in a way that means I can only really see you while I daydream.

I wish you were gone like gone aboard I could deal with that but my heart is hanging on by the crap stitching done by my home kit needle and thread.

I feel useless I feel dead.

Lifelessly floating around month to month regretting all the thingsI never said.